You know how sometimes you feel violated if people read things? That might be how I am feeling lately. I have these continual thoughts of my mother reading this and how taken aback she would be by it. It doesn't take much to shock my mom if it is coming from me- in her eyes, I am more angelic than the highest angel-- unflawed even. But this- through this I seem so jaded. And so selfish. A constant me- attitude flows through my works. Yeah- I think this is all I want to say right now. Good-bye.